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Ashley
Nov 20, 2008 10:48:35 GMT 1
Post by lyric on Nov 20, 2008 10:48:35 GMT 1
Had a long chat with the nurse last night about ashley. Dont really know if its helped or wether im more confused now!! Right, i know that the voices are in my head, i know that they are not real. But with Ashley, cause i can see her, i believe that she is real. I know other people cant see her but sometimes i believe they are lying. If Ashley was just a voice like the other two and not there in person then i wouldnt probably believe it. I said to the nurse last night that i know shes not a good person to have around, but then i desperately miss her when shes not with me. shes been with me nearly 5 years now and not to have her company, someone to giggle and talk to then i feel lost. Then there is the bad side of her, how she can make me hurt myself and drive me to things which i know arent good for me.
argh, so confused about her now.
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