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Post by Emma on Jun 18, 2008 11:22:19 GMT 1
I'm really starting to dislike both of you. Is this genuine dislike or just me pushing away? I don't know, but I do know you'd be better off without me.
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Post by Hannah on Jun 18, 2008 18:38:05 GMT 1
I have messed up. Don't send me back to hospital pleaaassee. Sorry.
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Post by Hannah on Jun 28, 2008 17:37:03 GMT 1
Know yesterday you said that you admire my resolution to have actually completed my A levels? Know yesterday you said that you admire the courage and strength it took me to come to this college? Know yesterday you did not kiss me, like every other one of the 22 girls in my year? Know yesterday you said that most people here haven't the foggiest how tricky the past two years has been for me? Well, I did not realise you had taken in that much about me recently. And thanks for not even going to kiss me, cos I would have probably lashed out at you. And thanks for realising how tough life is for me, cos I know you would rather have forgotten me instead of appreciate my time at your school.
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Post by Emma on Jul 1, 2008 15:37:01 GMT 1
She said something to me yesterday that made think - I'm not your keeper! I'm not your babysitter!
M - I want to stop taking my meds.
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Post by Emma on Jul 2, 2008 15:49:10 GMT 1
You're never going to do it so just give up.
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Post by jadeybaby on Jul 2, 2008 22:08:02 GMT 1
hold me baby please i need you
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Post by jadeybaby on Jul 15, 2008 22:36:14 GMT 1
need you so f**king much baby !! i thought i could go on without you but i cant ,why did you have to take advatange of me like that? why couldn't you have just held me like i wantend ,like i asked you to? cos im a stupid drunken s!ut thats why!! i didnt mean for it to happen i didnt i didnt !!! i love (d) you so very much , come back i cant do this any more i just wamt to hold you one more time you were my friend, why???
and forgive me </3
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Post by Emma on Jul 16, 2008 10:14:03 GMT 1
I don't miss you.
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Post by libraeyes on Jul 28, 2008 22:28:25 GMT 1
I dont know whats real or whats not anymore. or who to trust
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Post by jadeybaby on Jul 31, 2008 20:31:40 GMT 1
1-L wants to go to the balcony tomorrow i want to go so much but it makes me think of all the times i went with you and all the fun we had before.... </3
2- i miss you. I hate the fact things still feel so bloody awkward between us , and what i hate even more is the fact that its all my own stupid fault that things had to end the way they did. X was right , i never was good enough for you. God its all so bloody screwed up. im sorry babes please be ok xxx
3 there are no words for how i feel...the things you said to me jsut make me sick!!!
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Post by Emma on Aug 4, 2008 19:35:42 GMT 1
If I wasn't so scared of being sick, I would have vomited everything I've eaten today.
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Post by jadeybaby on Aug 6, 2008 19:39:58 GMT 1
1- holy f**k!!! you had to pick today didnt you! when ive been talking and crying about you all morning to my social worker the whole bloody morning i totally wasnt prepared and god how it hurt!!! i need to things right but cant i cant i cant </3 2 - i know we arnt goona meet till sat but im really exited! nervous too tho...... 3 i miss you. sorry for getting so teary on sat night ,i always manage to spoil things
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Post by Emma on Aug 6, 2008 19:42:01 GMT 1
I feel like I'm drowning and I don't know what to do.
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Post by butternutsquash on Aug 6, 2008 20:30:52 GMT 1
You won't be able to make me hurt people if I'm not around them, will you?
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Post by libraeyes on Aug 6, 2008 22:24:23 GMT 1
Im going 2 go soooooooon. got everything 2 make it so
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